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2010-01-11 08:52 pm

Written reflections

2009 Fic Meme )



And for those of you feeling generous who would indulge my ego, there's this:

Pick a paragraph (or any passage less than 500 words) from any fanfic I've written, and comment to this post with that selection. I will then give you a DVD commentary on that snippet: what I was thinking when I wrote it, why I wrote it in the first place, what's going on in the characters' heads, why I chose certain words, what this moment means in the context of the rest of the fic, lots of awful puns, and anything else that you'd expect to find on a DVD commentary track.

Here's my supremely unchronological index post if your memory needs refreshing. :D

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2009-12-06 03:33 pm

Now that this has been posted everywhere

I am of course spreading the insanity.

TEASER TRAILER FOR DEATHLY HALLOWS

Is that Gellert at circa 1:00? I'm certainly not the only one who has noticed the similarities. Also, I think the setting is badass, and "badass" => "Gellert". In my head, at the very least, but it's not unfounded. Therefore, this better be Gellert. "Well, he fuckin' BETTER be..." /gratuitous but appropriate parody!Leon quote

This is so early to be excited about DH and what becomes of the book in the movies, but damn!

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2009-11-29 11:59 pm

REPOST: With and Against

Title: With and Against
Pairing: Albus/Gellert
Rating: On the upper side of PG-13 Slightly NSFW
Word Count: ~1,100
Summary: Albus faces his bittersweet victory in 1945, alone.
Warnings: Angst, sexual allusions that don't qualify as explicit by far, cynicism.
Disclaimer: Everything Harry Potter is property of JKR, no profit is being made off this story and no copyright infringement intended.
Notes: Originally posted in February 2008; loosely ties in with Theatre of War, which can be found here.

With and Against )



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2009-11-29 03:15 pm

REPOST: Drabbles #3, #4, #5, #6, and #16-17

As announced a while ago, here comes the first of the rant-free, fit-for-the-public-eye oldfic entries. All except the last drabble dating back from 2007, so you know where to turn to explain possible style differences from the newer stories since I hope my writing has developed in the past two years. All the early fics are Remus/Sirius, while the last one falls into the Albus/Gellert fandom already (written in August 2008). So, in chronological order:


Title: Refreshed
Pairing: Remus/Sirius (Remus's POV)
Era: OotP
Rating: SFW
Summary: At Grimmauld Place, Remus tries to give Sirius a small taste of freedom.
Notes: Originally written for [livejournal.com profile] remeciel who requested a fluffy OotP fic.
Disclaimer: No profit made, no copyright infringement intended. HP belongs to JKR.

Refreshed )






Title: Never Closed the Window
Pairing: Remus/Sirius
Era: OotP
Rating: SFW
Summary: The next morning, Sirius is woken up by the breeze.
Disclaimer: I intend no copyright infringement and make no profit. Everything is owned by JKR.

Never Closed the Window )




Title: Another Stolen Moment
Pairing: Remus/Sirius
Era: OotP (so dubbed The Open Window Arc in these three drabbles)
Rating: SFW
Summary: The same story as the previous one, only this time told from Remus's perspective as he watches Sirius waking up.
Disclaimer: I intend no copyright infringement and make no money. Everything is owned by JKR.

Another Stolen Moment )



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Title: Refuge
Pairing: Remus/Sirius
Era: OotP
Rating: PG-13 to me, but possibly soft R Slightly NSFW
Summary: Brought to a place made of their own demons, Remus and Sirius need to hold on.
Disclaimer: No profit made, no copyright infringement intended. Everything is owned by JKR.

Refuge )



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Title: Better Left Unsaid
Pairing: Albus/Gellert implied
Rating: SFW
Word Count: 200 (double drabble)
Summary: Looking, always looking. What more is there to be said?
Disclaimer: Everything HP belongs to JKR, the song lyric is Placebo's. No profit made on my part and no copyright infringement intended.

Motto:
In the shape of things to come
Too much poison come undone
'Cause there's nothing else to do
Every me and every you
Every me and every you
Every me

  ~Placebo, 'Every You, Every Me'

Better Left Unsaid )



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2009-07-26 02:29 am

A study in grey

Storytime!

Title: In Fragments Unsettled
Pairing: Albus Dumbledore/Gellert Grindelwald
Rating: Slightly NSFW
Word Count: ~2,000
Summary: Great things come at a great price, especially for two wizards whose deeds once decided the fate of their world. As their now separate lives draw to a close, regrets continue to mount against all their covert wishes for peace, for the irreparable to be mended.
Notes: This fic is a somewhat dark and fairly minimalistic take on Albus and Gellert's downfall. It reminds me slightly of The Absolute Almost, but the difference is that while I had to put myself in Gellert's shoes in that story, this one plays more on the objective principle where I tried to examine instead of taking sides. I think the way Albus and Gellert ended up couldn't have been caused by any one problem or disagreement, no matter how grave, and while Albus is usually (and with good reason) portrayed as the more admirable of the two, he is no saint himself and aware of the fact. From the perspective of this fic, I can't honestly say either he or Gellert was more "in the right". It's all open. Sympathize with either or neither or both. Also, feedback is much appreciated.
Warnings: Stemming from the above - you know those dismal stories that still contain some hopeful, uplifting element in spite of everything else? This is not one of those fics. (Though the angst itself isn't overly flashy.)
Disclaimer: The Harry Potter universe belongs to JKR. I make no profit and intend no copyright infringement.

In his head a jumble of thoughts, actions, emotions played out countless summers and hellish winters ago, yet still not harmlessly dormant. The shadows have stretched towards him; the night ascends. )



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2009-06-10 11:52 pm

Long since finished, finally posted

I wrote this ficlet months ago, but circumstances intervened. I wouldn't like to look like I'm planning to stop writing, though, so here you go. Because it asks for this line of thought at the moment, I don't think this fic compares in any way to the epic story I posted a year ago almost to the day. But, it's a tiny little something. Feedback appreciated; I may be out of shape.

Title: Inaction
Pairing: Past Albus/Gellert
Rating: SFW
Word Count: ~500
Summary: Albus enjoys no calm on quiet days.
Disclaimer: The HP universe is JKR's. I make no profit and intend no copyright infringement.

Outside, everything is stark and fast and frenziedly logical. )



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2009-01-12 06:48 pm

Last year's writing

Since I can do nothing but sort out my stuff these days, I shall now bring order to the fics I wrote last year.

2008 Fic Meme )



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2008-11-22 10:46 pm

On orange nights (Drabbles #18 & #19)

Why orange? Well, it's been snowing and the streetlamps are making everything seem to have that colour. The snow, the air. (How poetic.) Sometimes nights like this also look purple, but this time, it's orange. Never mind me. XD

Anyway. Screw the world, I'm writing drabbles! One is happy and the other sad. I won't tell you which is which. You have to find out... it is pretty obvious.

They're both inspired by the snow because it's beautiful and I'm in the mood.

Title: Tranquility
Pairing: Remus/Sirius
Rating: SFW
Word Count: 100
Summary: Remus and Sirius spend a cold day out. MWPP era.
Disclaimer: The HP universe is created by JKR. I make no profit and intend no copyright infringement.

Snowflakes are aflutter in the air, no doubt about to engulf everything. )





Title: Forever and Never
Pairing: Albus/Gellert
Rating: SFW
Word Count: 100
Summary: Albus has plenty of time to reflect.
Disclaimer: The HP universe is created by JKR. I make no profit and intend no copyright infringement.

Sometimes, like on this day in winter, Albus wishes to wipe his memory blank or turn back time. )

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2008-10-31 08:49 pm

A fic for you

So, I have finished it. You can read it as a Halloween fic if you like, though it was originally not intended as such. The topic is kind of related, in any case.

Title: Mere Mortals
Pairing: Albus/Gellert
Rating: PG (maybe PG-13?) SFW
Word Count: ~1 300
Summary: Albus and Gellert have a discussion of immortality, but some things have unexpected repercussions.
Warnings: The theme of death, in case it wasn't obvious. Also, ancient Greeks and Romans. (It's not just implied Hadrian as I thought - more like implied Roman emperors. But you can leave me to my little preoccupation and just overlook those.)
Notes: We know both Albus and Gellert planned to master death once upon a time, but did they always agree on that count? This fic explores one of the possibilities. First part set early in their relationship.
Disclaimer: JKR's the creator. I own nothing and make no profit.

'Gellert, we're no Greeks.' )



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2008-08-25 11:33 pm

When exactly did they become my main fandom?

I hope this is just temporary, but it seems like the Albus/Gellert fanlisting is down. Does anyone else have this problem? It can't disappear just like this... *sigh*

So, I have a bunch of fics to finish and some originals to ponder and maybe even actually write. What do I do? Write another ficlet, of course! This time it may be a product of my strange state of mind (I think I would get alarmed if I happened to be in any normal state of mind for once), although, as always, I'll leave the judgment up to you.

I suspect that sometimes when I hit a slump with all my stuff, I just string together something short in a day or two to prove to myself that I can still do it. Not sure what I am proving this time. That I can start and finish something just because I want to, probably. Futile, I know.


Title: Unlike Him
Pairing: Albus/Gellert
Rating: SFW
Word Count: ~290 including the quote
Summary: Some feelings will never quite fit.
Notes: Musings on liking and loving in Albus and Gellert's context. I wondered about including the quote for a bit, but then again, it was that scene that ultimately convinced me to go for this pairing when I first read DH. And I will admit now that I have no idea if the pages are numbered the same way in the UK and US editions. If anyone had the US version and would be so kind to check for me, I'd be most grateful.
Disclaimer: The characters, the quote, and the whole damn universe belong to JKR. I'm just playing for free.

Albus Dumbledore never claimed that he liked Gellert Grindelwald. )



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2008-06-09 12:38 am

What if almost a year has passed?

I have finished it! What? The fic.

With a history! )



Well, now judge for yourself.

Title: Those Faded Old Glimmers
Pairing: Albus/Gellert (or vice versa)
Rating: Mostly PG, later parts teetering on the edge between PG-13 and R. Nothing explicit, though. Slightly NSFW
Word Count: ~8,400
Summary: “We will go on to become great, Albus, you and I.” Albus and Gellert's one summer split into five movements.
Warnings: Oh, I'm desensitized by now. Power-hungry boys?
Notes: Comments very appreciated on this thing. For the "real" rant, see above.
Disclaimer: Everything HP-related (including the quote of Albus's famous letter) is creation and property of JKR; I make no profit and intend no copyright infringement. The "convicted Muggle writer" belongs to himself.

Those Faded Old Glimmers )

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2008-05-11 07:51 pm

What IS this day?

Superfluous )



Title: Changed Forever
Pairing: Albus/Gellert, implied secondary Albus/Elphias if you want to read it that way
Rating: SFW
Word Count: ~620
Summary: After Gellert's departure, Albus has nothing left to do but wait for Elphias to return for his sister's funeral. Or so it would seem.
Notes: I have no expectations of this fic; it's basically an epitaph for those two months of insanity. That may be a good thing since all the stories I'm ambitious about end up in some obscure corner of fandom, or at least don't receive much feedback in the communities where I post them. So, let's see how you like this one. Comments, criticism, anything is welcome. You can even yell at me this time if you feel like it!
Disclaimer: I own nothing and make no money; everything belongs to JKR.

Empty, accusing, ominous. Please, Gellert, don’t leave me here. )

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2008-04-21 11:57 pm

Gellert Grindelwald, Dark Lord and a literal closet case

This is officially the most disjointed, messed-up, bipolar thing I've ever written.

Well, I went to the concert (which was lovely), drove, wrote a few clusters of unconnected notes I'd been inspired for on the way home, and then mysteriously became angsty. That equally mysteriously passed. I also did something I don't often do - had tea without added sugar and actually liked the taste. But I had better get to that fic, hadn't I?

Title: The Absolute Almost
Pairing: Albus/Gellert
Rating: PG, maybe PG-13 Slightly NSFW
Word Count: ~1350
Summary: Locked up in his own prison, Gellert reflects. And pretends the person his thoughts are addressed to can hear.
Warnings: Odd writing style, some morbidity. (Together with a creepy!DeProfundis!Gellert, as we've dubbed him.) May hide forgive me for shamelessly quoting his lyrics.
Notes: So, this is the thing that started as an irresistible force and ended up giving me so much trouble (by the time I was ready to call it finished, no less). Now I inexplicably like it again. Many thanks go to [livejournal.com profile] seilf_emit who had amazing patience with my rants and spent several hours going over the main points with me just when the story was really driving me mad. You've honestly saved me.

The bit of lyrics quoted in the beginning is from hide's 'Hey Man So Long'. It's a very fitting song for Gellert in my mind, so dark and unbridled (not to mention that I love it). I can only recommend you to check out the whole lyrics. And here's so you can listen to it as well (for demonstrative purposes only - delete after 24 hours, etc., I mean no harm). It just illustrates this story well.

Disclaimer: The Harry Potter series belongs to JKR, Hey Man So Long belongs to hide and Zilch. I make no profit and intend no copyright infringement.

*takes a deep breath* All right, here goes.

The Absolute Almost )



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2008-04-06 11:23 pm

I'm fairly sure there are worse ways of coping...

I may have said it before, but I am not fond of April. Too many bad memories attached to this month, too much sadness. This year I should just aim for not dwelling on it.

In other news, I'm having this weird, on-and-off case of writer's block. And I really should study for History tomorrow. Thus, a fic. XD

Title: Delaying the Dawn
Pairing: Albus/Gellert (1899)
Rating: PG/PG-13, I'm not sure. I was in allusion mode. Slightly NSFW
Word Count: ~820
Summary: Sometimes it's enough to just hold on.
Notes: This turned out differently than I'd planned. It was interesting to watch the fic transform as I was writing - it took on a slightly personal note at one point, which made me uncomfortable, but I'm glad I got to write it down. (Don't worry, it's nothing precise.) It's a little experimental again - apparently, I like playing with italics and the present tense. The whole thing is basically a snapshot. I call it a "mega-drabble."
Disclaimer: The Harry Potter universe was created by JKR. I own nothing and make no money.

It would be ungrateful, after all, to argue with the way they are. )



Hope you enjoyed!

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2008-02-25 11:54 pm

Yet another one (Drabble #15)

Yes, it's here! Also, my computer has a problem today.

Title: Silent Exultation
Pairing: Albus/Gellert
Prompt: "Rain, ruby, pearl" for [livejournal.com profile] aurora_knight.
Summary: A rainy summer day out of sight.
Notes: I hope like mad this doesn't come off as too melodramatic.
Disclaimer: The Harry Potter universe belongs to JKR. What am I to that but free entertainment?
Silent Exultation )



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2008-02-23 11:45 pm

Drabbles #10, #11 and #12

Please ignore the numbers - somewhere along the line I picked up the habit of counting my total amount of 100-word drabbles written. (It's an obsession.) Just for my easier orientation among them and stuff. XD

As you may have noticed, it wasn't exactly a clever move to take voluntary asssignments on myself at the start of this crazy week. But, finally! Below are my first three responses to the meme, and the rest will come along soon since I'm doing them in the order I received the prompts. You can still request a fic in my previous post if you'd like to and haven't yet, of course.

On to the service.

Title: Eternity
Pairing: Albus/Gellert
Prompt: "Pensieve, glass, feather" for [livejournal.com profile] estriel.
Summary: Albus has a quiet moment with his past.
Notes: The pairing is so subtle you'll probably need goggles. But then again, what else would Albus be thinking about just then?
Disclaimer: I'm only playing in JKR's sandbox without any hope or wish to get paid for it.
Eternity )





Title: Upward Climb
Pairing: Remus/Sirius
Prompt: "Haunted, soft, maybe" for [livejournal.com profile] mustntgetmy.
Summary: Remus and Sirius know how to celebrate.
Notes: Gah, this one was being difficult.
Disclaimer: Again, the characters and all Harry Potter things belong to JKR. I make no profit and mean no harm.
Upward Climb )



Title: Before a Fall, or Premonition
Pairing: Basil/Dorian after all (The Picture of Dorian Gray)
Prompt: "Bend, snap, stumble" for [livejournal.com profile] serenity_winner.
Summary: Basil has difficulties capturing the essence of his model.
Notes: Set after Basil started to paint Dorian's picture. (Dorian isn't quite so corrupt yet. xD)
Disclaimer: Oh, haha, I am SO not Oscar Wilde.
Before a Fall )




Hope you like them!

One question - mind if I compile these ficlets and post them to the appropriate comms sometime later? Since they're your drabbles, after all. ; )

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2008-02-05 11:49 pm

Mischief managed, mission accomplished!

Here's the story. As I said, the main characters are Albus and Gellert, and you can see the additional info (plus the shiny big disclaimer) if only you click the link. Enjoy, praise, criticize, it's all up to you.

I'll just bask in the knowledge that I'VE MADE IT!

Also, an interesting link [livejournal.com profile] seilf_emit provided me with some time ago: an article on marriage in ancient Rome, with a special focus on its homosexual version. Be prepared, it's crazy. [ETA much later on: Why exactly my past self went for "crazy" there, I have no idea.]

And for now, good night.



EDIT 07/03/08: Adding the linked-above story to this entry itself for archiving purposes. And for your convenience!


Title: Theatre of War
Pairing(s): Albus Dumbledore/Gellert Grindelwald
Rating: SFW
Word Count: ~7,800
Summary: Two different encounters, two scenes mirroring each other. An account of what could have been.

Prompt from [livejournal.com profile] sixtytwodays: 43. AU, 1940 - the height of the Blitz. "Albus, if you will not come back to me, then at least give me one kiss. Just one kiss. What must I do for one kiss?" "For one kiss? ...Call off this muggle madman of yours, Hitler. That has gone too far, not even you can say that all that is for the greater good. Call him off and you will certainly have earned a kiss."
Warnings: Angst, vague WWII references. I also took some minor liberties with canon for the sake of this AU working.
Notes: Feedback/concrit is much appreciated.

Disclaimer: Everything Harry Potter is property of JKR, no profit is being made off this story. Also, before someone gets any ideas, the only reason why Hitler and Nazi Germany are mentioned in this fic is my attempt at keeping it historical to some degree.

'As that other saying of yours goes, resistance is futile.' )



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2007-10-20 09:46 pm

Out of the closet with you!

And just so I don't get out of practice, I have the opportunity to use this phrase for the second time in the last twenty-four hours: it's official! JKR has actually confirmed that our beloved headmaster, mentor figure, genius powerful wizard Albus Dumbledore was in fact gay and in love with none other than Gellert Grindelwald. Some news articles are available here, here, here and here, as well as at a million other places, I'm sure. (I like going through the evidence, as you can see!) Some of these posts are so suggestive that they make me wish to see a video of the conference so damn badly. Lucky people who were there!

While what an author says in an interview isn't the same as if it had been spelled out in the book, this really is awesome news. And in context it's so significant that it just can't be ignored as some odd bits and pieces of information tend to be. Way to deliver a message, JKR! *applauds*

Well, people who go around calling all slashers horny idiots who just want the sex as a matter of principle, what do you have to say about this?

Let's check my current ship status while we're at it: Dumbledore/Grindelwald (official), House/Wilson (very promising to become official, too) and, of course, Remus/Sirius (not outright canon but not disproved, either). It would seem I have a knack for picking my favorite couples.

Now, just to keep up with the form of my previous entry...WE ARE CANON!

I'm so proud.

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2007-10-06 11:42 pm

Today! (Drabble #9)

Happy birthday, [livejournal.com profile] mustntgetmy! I'm not sure what the time difference will do to my timing, but I can assure you it's the right day where I am now. xD

Here's the present I promised you. Sorry for the experiment, but it turns out I've written my first Albus/Gellert fic for this occasion. Hope it's at least decent.

Happy reading! ; )

Pairing: Dumbledore/Grindelwald
Rating: Worksafe, though something is implied if you squint
Summary: Albus watches, and watches again.
Disclaimer: Still own none of JKR's property.

Down to an Art )




PS: [livejournal.com profile] mustntgetmy, whenever you get around to reading this, tell me if you don't mind me posting this to [livejournal.com profile] grindeldore as well. For now I'll leave this post friendslocked, as it's your present to begin with. ^_^